I wonder whether Robert Pattinson ever felt like Eric Packer, who tries to avoid all things he considers crazy. Since Twilight movies catapulted him to stardom Robert Pattinson is hounded by the paparazzi and like any purebred star is unable to find peace. Has he ever felt the need to get away from all this? “It doesn’t have to do with the world that surrounds you, but with the world inside you. You feel the need to get better and the catch is you might trap yourself. That’s why I felt relieved to play in “Cosmopolis” – because I didn’t have to think. Like I said I was hypnotized. “Cosmopolis” was a good therapy and I’m lucky this will continue. Many similar parts keep coming“. I understand him. And I know he is telling the truth.

Star at first bite.

Robert Pattinson became overnight the emotional, brooding, introverted vampire who has the ability to steal hearts, as well as a pop icon for millions of teenagers worldwide. To be truthful cinema doesn’t have an avant garde vampire like him. I was always wondering what happens after Pattinson/Cullen time though. Some believed that Pattinson through Edward Cullen became a symbol for today’s rebelious young people. Many things have been written for the actor who was born on May 13 1986 in London, although he tries to be discreet about his life.

“Rolling Stone” gave him the title of the hottest actor in 2008. He was on the list of Breakout stars of Los Angeles Times and among Forbes 100 most powerful celebrities, as well as People’s list of sexiest stars. “I always believed it is good to have the safety of a permanent job – another Twilight movie for example” Pattinson said. “I’m not so sure I feel the same now the series is ending. I don’t know if safety is a good thing. When you have an all or nothing attitude in every thing you do, you have more chances of doing your job well and having fun at the same time. When you stop thinking about safety, many good things come“. Or many bad things.

Months after Cannes, Kristen Stewart cheated on him (…). Pattinson didnt expose himself, merely allowed his deep sadness to show. Coincidentally the same period i met with him in Cannes, Stewart was there as well for On The Road.

“We went out last night and we are going out tonight as well. I cant wait. Some people say that the moment Kristen, me and Efron are at the same festival it has failed. Isn’t that funny?“ He laughs loudly. So happy and entertaining, so in love with his girlfriend. “She is amazing, ambitious ready to grasp life. She has an attitude she doesnt kiss people’s asses, she is respected. I would die for Kristen. Yesterday i was watching her movie and felt so proud.” He mentions he has been writing something so that they can work together again. Something very different.“It will be difficult and it will have to be far ahead in the future because many people will not like it. But i do not care. I want her. She is mine“.

Dali and vampire

I mention the title of a french newspaper about Pattinson, one day after “Cosmopolis” screening. “Pattinson was a star until now. From now on he is an actor”. Pattinson laughs. He constantly laughs during the interview – he likes to laugh. “It’s all a trick, right? When “Cosmopolis trailer came out, many immediately said I’m doing something different. How do you know man? Trailer only lasts 30 seconds and I don’t even say a word. I’m not saying the trailer isn’t cool, but how can you jump to that conclusion since we talk about acting?” Surely Pattinson doesn’t live in his world. He knows very well how the game is played and how vulnerable famous people can be. “I understand when out of nowhere you become someone, you have to prove it, you have to earn it. You have to build it, by doing small or big things.”

Isn’t it ironic, maybe a bit paradox too – that thanks to Twilight, Cronenberg and many other directors found out about him? “It’s part of the game too” the actor answers “They have to learn about you somehow. I had filmed a few movies before Twilight, but I’m not even sure I would still be an actor if Twilight success hadn’t occurred. David (Cronenberg) claims he liked my acting when he saw me in “Little Ashes” (a movie where Pattinson portrayed Salvador Dali which wasn’t distributed in Greece). I wasn’t well paid before Twilight – 500 sterlines in four months. When I was filming “Little Ashes” I was completely broke. I was going to quit acting and look for another job. Then Twilight came.“

“I managed to get fired!”

Edward Cullen was a lottery for the young Brit when he was cast at 22 having very few on his resume (most important part was Cedric Diggory at “Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire”). From the moment Twilight was out in late 2007, his fee has skyrocketed. His (mostly female) fans where and still are ready to do anything. Pattinson was expected to appear live in San Fransisco a few years ago. 500 fans were expected to attend, but 3.000 came, accidents occurred and the police came. A star was born.

Pattinson had a lot of misfortunes before that. He felt liberated when he was fired from the play “The Woman Before”. “I managed to get fired! Cool! It was the best thing ever happened to me! I felt being such a rebel. I did it!” Today he reconsiders it. “It was a time when I didn’t know what I was doing. I think I wasn’t talking loud enough. Too many bullshit.”